Hello ever one of my NON-EXISTANT reads!!!

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How are you?

-sigh- Yes ... Just as my title claims, I have survived another years Valentine's day. One more year to put down in my book of life .. [ Too bad I wish I wasn't here .. ]

I got Val-Chan, Apri, Setty, and Magean flowers .. Magean and Val only one red rose .. I forgot the rest of them for all of my other friends at home.. [ Sorry everyone!! I still love you!! ] .. For Apri I ordered four black silk roses and a ton of Stargazers and ONE red rose .. (( ... Seeing how she HATES Red roses .. >_< Fucking took F-O-R-E-V-E-R to find a place that I could buy black roses ... Grr .. I had to order them from CANADA! Of ALL places!! >_< )) ... And Setty ... Ye-ah .. I honestly forgot what I got for him .. I do remember that it had Saw II has a gift ..

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Anywho!

Ye-ah .. I barely survived the acursed '' V-Day. '' .... -sigh- I got something for Michael. Even wrote a poem about it! .. I got this beautiful red wood box that I got my poem carved into .. Had a stuffed heart with his and my name in it .. Bunch of candies and even a few that I made ... All sort of hopeless romantic Valentine's day shit 

... And none of it even made it to him.

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I got this look from him after school that day .. I had my gift for him in a locker not too far, too .. I never seem to keep his gaze for more then a second normally ... But, ye-ah .. He just looked at me for a little while .. -.-; Sadly, I swear my heart both stopped and speeded up at the very same time ... -sigh-

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I know I should have gave the gift too him .. But I'm too shy .. I cant say 'hi' even if I know I'm falling hard and fast for him ... Aw well.. It's what I do, right? Keep silent and a loner .. Apart from the world .. ^^ Saves me from all sorts of hurt! So .. Yayness! 

-shrug- I can live ..

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For now, anyways ...

Ja ne.

         Petit_Vampyre